Wednesday, July 31, 2019
Wednesday, July 24, 2019
Saturday, July 20, 2019
Thursday, July 18, 2019
implosion is the process in which objects are destroyed by collapsing or being squeezed in on themselves. can a person implode? i am collapsing in on myself. i am being destroyed but it's me who's to blame. i feel like there's too much going on inside & outside of me. i'm being weighed down & yet, i feel like i'm floating away.
Tuesday, July 16, 2019
Sunday, July 7, 2019
r.i.p. cameron boyce
it's w a heavy heart (& tears in my eyes honestly) that i'm even typing this post but here we go. i know that everyone is hopping onto the "r.i.p. cameron boyce" train but honestly, when my sister came into my room this morning to tell me the news, i didn't believe it. i thought it was fake news & i checked some of his co-stars' social media to see if they posted anything about it. it was early in the morning so i thought maybe they hadn't heard yet. then i started crying just thinking about people like dove cameron, booboo stewart, sofia carson, & debbie ryan, his co-stars, having to hear the news
i remember watching an episode of Jessie one day & seeing this adorable little freckle-faced boy. i thought he was the cutest kid, so energetic & funny. he was my favorite character on the show, the handful of times that i watched it (though admittedly, i didn't watch it THAT much)
what i was more interested in was Descendants. cameron boyce played carlos, cruella de vil's son. i honestly loved the movie & the main cast so much. i'll admit, i'm a 20 something year old that watched both Descendants movies & was looking forward to the 3rd. ofc i'm still looking forward to it but w this tragic event, i honestly don't know how to feel
i haven't commented much on social media about his death bc it hurts my heart & every time i see posts or hear about it, i start tearing up. i know i never met him but honestly, he reminded me a bit of my younger brother, born in the same year (cameron just half a year older). i fell in love w his characters & his energy (& those adorable freckles). now i'm sad that i won't get to see more of that. i won't get to see more movies or shows w his acting, i won't get to see him reach his full potential (he's done great so far but i know he was going to go even further)
i gotta just wrap up this post bc there are no other words i could say to describe the loss that the world suffered today. i'm grieving along w his friends & family, knowing that he may be gone but his light could never ever be fully put out. rip angel
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